(:first time im typing a post for council!whoohoo!lol!

anyway.jus wanted to let all of u noe how much u all hav helped me and made me learn in the time i was in council.i guess i sorta nvr expected tt i will feel sad when its time for me to leave council.but like everyone else i felt very upset as i guess some of u would noe(:i've been wanting to thank u all for a very long time but nvr really had a chance so decided tt this would be a gd place!(:hope at least a few of u will read this(:

i guess many of u all will see me as anti-social and would probably be unhappy at the thought of working with me.i think many would feel tt i was nvr a part of u all and nvr made an effort to be.thinking back i regret not having been a better person and member. i think i tried my best in the end but jus when i was giving it my best i lost u all.tt time,i was really really upset.like i told mr s i feel like i hav taken u all for granted.and nvr really got to tell u all how much u all mean to me and the impact u hav all had on me.all of u helped me in a different way and im glad to hav known all of u special ppl!(:

heres a few things i shall mention first(:wanted to talk about each of u individually but i think it'll take a super long time.so i shall jus state a few(; i remember all those instances when u all were there for me and helped me when no one else did.i will forever be grateful to Jamie who showed her concern when i was really upset and who cared for us all so so much!i remember after ltc when she told me how she was proud of me during the camp.it really made me feel happy to be able to live up to council and when the exco gave the laminated shirt i felt so grateful tt u all still accepted me as one of u all even though i was alr out of council and was nvr truly an active member.and there was qing wei and ying chen who had to bare with all my weaknesses which made them upset at times and disappointed in many ways.i will forever be grateful for their understanding,caring-ness and help.and my other comm members,clarence who was always trying to help and who also gave constructive criticism,although it made me feel guilty and bad,the truth of it also helped me learn and made me perform better,chun leong who was always ready to help and yue'an who taught me wat it meant to be a gd assistant head.from her,i learnt to ask ppl if they needed help instead of waiting for them to ask.yida whos always cheerful,tried his best and showed his concern for everyone.

all of u taught me many things and was there for me in many ways(:even though i only mentioned cc and jamie,everyone else has oso impacted me in many ways(:i hope at the end i was much better and someone who has grown and is able to live up to all of u(:ALL THE BEST FOR As!(:

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