This is not something I'm supposed to be doing at this hour of the night.

Instead of typing this post here,

I should already be in bed, all tucked up and asleep.



But I think apart from Stevenn (who I know is already sleeping), most 31st are still awake, whether from being super excited about tomorrow (like Jamie), anxiety, nervous-ness, or any other possible reasons that might be keeping them awake (:

Myself, for example, is still 'suffering' from panic attacks.



Haha Mushroom was so funny (: We were chatting on gmail and when he heard about my panic attacks, he was like "Panic attacks? You okay? O.o" Hahhahaha (:

Panic attacks, in my own terms, happen when I get super nervous and excited about certain things. Well, orientation 2009 definitely isn't just 'certain things' to me... it's QUITE SOME THING!!! (:



And thanks Chan for that random powerpoint slides Hahahaha (: I agree with April, you are getting badly influenced (:

Anyway, I was really about to sleep when I realise that no 31st has yet to post something a day before Orientation, and I really don't want to forget any feelings of this sort, so tadaa!! (:

Here I am! (;



Really am very very very very super nervous about tomorrow. Everything.

For the ad hoc, 31st, the ogls, game masters, J1s, studies, etc etc... I feel like there're so many things that I need to focus on now, and yet there's nothing that feels real enough in my reach.



YET THIS IS NO EMO TIME!!!!! :D

Just like what Kuang Wen and Louis said, we must enjoy ourselves and have fun in order to let the j1s have the same enjoyment! (:

It is true, only when we are truly committed and happy doing certain things can we convince others to indulge in doing the same (:

So ALL THE WAY till then end of orientation, I'm going to focus on nothing else but ORIENTATION!!! :D GO GO GO!!! (Well, buffer time for studies and rest too! )



In the afternoon, helped some OGLs call the juniors, then practised mass dance with those in my hostel again (: They looked really enthusiastic and happy, and that's the spirit yo! (:

Stayed up to read Fu's protocol and also prepare the expenditure report for the 'chocolaties' event, and felt that the orientation ad hoc people are undergoing a lot of stress. go go go OA and 31st! (: Dont have to get all stressed out! (: 'Tis the day to enjoy our fruits of labor (:



Let's mentally prepare ourselves before we sleep later, then think of nothing else (:

Let's all work together, for the better and better of Orientation 2009! (:

I believe it will be all fun and memories and success, and welcoming for the juniors! :D